ok, i know this is weird

but have you ever wondered what its like to be a cockle?

i mean. seriously. no eyes. no ears. and what do they eat? do they eat? and if they do, where’s their stomach?

it must be sad being a cockle.

jeez, i’m so random i amaze myself sometimes.

still fucked

more photos of THAT day

i miss my hoeannaaa

the stupid airline that took her away

so fucked

its amazing how tiring crying for the better half of the morning is. i’m running on no sleep and sporting ridiculously puffy eyes. i’m dead at work and can’t think at a normal pace. i’m sick and my throat is sore and most of all, i’m missing jo so much. you almost had me sobbing at the airport.

screw fergie. big girls do cry.

hard.

we spell J-O

we’ll see you again. promise.

thanks for being there when it felt like no one else was. and you stay out of trouble too. i love you so much.

17 hours

and she cried as she thought about you

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightening out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps ’til I’m full grown, full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightening out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I want to hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center
Clarity, Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightening out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry

-34 hours-

will you on the side of me?

I’m not the easiet person to to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
On the side of me
Yea you choose the be on the side of me
On the side of me

I’m not too proud of some things I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
On the side of me
Blessed charity, you’re on the side of me
On the side of me

Cos everyone needs a friend to hold
When its cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Yea every one needs a friend to hold
All alone i cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
But you

I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart
to show me what I’m worth
Cos you choose to be on the side of me
On the side to me
What a mystery, you’re on the side of me
On the side of me

Cos every one needs a friend to hold
When its cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Yea every one needs a friend to hold
All alone i cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you

but andy rooney said…

“no one is perfect until you fall in love with them”

how can people think of such amazing things that are so painfully simple?

come contemplate oscar wilde with me

“A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her.”

what do you think?

jj is brilliant

gotta love moments like these.

its kristy, bitch

its our model look. but i look grumpy…

mambo. yes freda, embarassing fun

party the night away

muahh

too crowdedd

sam and her candid shots. i think i was grumpy cos zouk was plenty crowded.

brewerks for staces 19th

yo check it out. she shaved half her head fo a part shes playing. soph is da bomb and i totally respect your dedication to your role. i support you 110% honey