surreal

surreal and very awkward night. i am thoroughly amused, and very weirded out.

yeesh.

what’s life?

“A faith to live by, a self to live with and a purpose to live for”

i’m not sure i have any of the above.

do you? 

wow.

i forgot how nice romance is!

marc and mel are engaged! 

i’ll be seeing you

the week has passed rather uneventfully and thank god, picked it up by friday. veurve’s party was lots of fun and the girls we absolutely insane. although i have a bone to pick with adiel who puked on my foot. thanks ah. its at times like these when i realise i had doubts wearing my expensive heels for good reason. thanking god i followed my gut instinct and wore the inexpensive stuff. it was so surreal to have drinks with a lecturer and his wife but hey, life goes on. 

 i’m yoshi-sitting once more which, thankfully, allows me to go unsupervised for a week or so. no curfew, apartment to myself, pool just downstairs, 10 minutes from school… life is good. left cassie’s last night at like 6am after willow or someone decided it was a good idea to jump into the pool at around 3. by 4.30 we were frozen to bits and shivering our asses off. 

and i’m so sick of talking about uni. the same people keep asking me the same things and i’m just like… ok, i’m going to give you the same answer as the last time you asked me. so just shut it ok? i’ll cross the bridge when i come to it and i know you want to help, but i can take care of myself and if i need your help, i’ll ask. i can hear myself being a brat but i honestly don’t care. i know i don’t need this degree. but i want it. and i’ll work my ass off to get it. and when the time comes for you to help me, you’ll know. but let’s just stop discussing it for the next couple of months PLEASE.

ps. i know you probably aren’t going to read this but richard honey, you need to learn some sort of email etiquette. honestly, its only polite to greet people in emails or hell, greet people when they smile at you. its so unattractive for a man to be a bitch. and lets just make one thing clear, assignments like the ones we’ve had for med law so far don’t need half a brain to be completed. there is only a right answer or a wrong answer. my work, if you want to add things, knock yourself out. but don’t you ever dare pulling a stunt like that again. my work does not need editing or paraphrasing- down to grammar, down to spelling. so the next time you are going to bark orders at me to do questions x,y and z through some bullshit email that you copied and pasted from steph, just tell me straight that you are going to do the entire assignment. that way, i’ll give you a one word answer and you can just fill in the blanks. and trust me, i’d say it all to your face if you’d even acknowledge the fact that mass comm people actually exist. yes, sweetheart, we are real people and not just little figments of your imagination. you wanna ignore everyone, i couldn’t care less. but when your ridiculous work ethic starts affecting my work, that when we have a problem. suggestion: grow some balls and figure out what a professional relationship means. while you’re at it, look up courtesy too- it’ll do you good. and look, i’ll even show you how to sign off an email

cheers,
kristy

can you spell DJ, love?

had a fucking amazing weekend with people i LOVE to death. party at willow’s was nice and chill. educational to say the least, finding out things i didn’t really need to know, or want to for that matter never ever have i ever… oh damn you ian!

yesterday was a good day. scratch that. it was a great day. shoot was good and michael did great. i couldn’t have seen it going better. editing might be a problem tho. followed by partying on sentosa. had so so much fun. good company, good music, sun, sand, sea, food, booze… all ingredients for having a great time. i’ve been saying great and good alot haven’t i?

yesterday’s beach party has got me in holiday mode. please someone help me! i can’t be holiday moding nowww. 

then had marco’s birthday lunch today. yummy jap food! champagne and wine at 2pm= sleepy by 4pm.

i’m in such a good mood. please warm fuzzy feeling, don’t go away!!!

ps: i would have had an even BETTER weekend if i didn’t have SELENE YAP’S shoot at 8am this morning!!!!!!!! jusst kidding dearie view from swissotel’s helicopter pad was almost worth the waking up and walking up those bloody 3 storeys WITH equipment to get there. ALMOST. xoxo

life’s vo

her eyes open after a very disturbing dream. for a moment she panicks and goes through a mental checklist of what she has lined up for the day. but wait, it’s a holiday. she sinks back into her pillow, closes her eyes and recalls her dream. the images flashing in her mind’s eye like an artsy film from the french new wave. it was strange. she hates how her sub-conscious doesn’t co-operate with her. she wonders what the dream means but her train of thought is rudely interrupted as she snaps back to reality. she sighs, reluctantly opens her eyes and looks up at the ceiling, pondering all the things that she needs to do today that should have been done yesterday. she resolves that today could be exceedingly productive or exceedingly not.

i miss me

i hate those emo kids. walking around like the world is against them. thinking that their life is all sorrowful and morose. i wonder if they realise that the world is calling their bluff. people who truly have it bad in life don’t have the time for the frivolity of being sad about it. life doesn’t wait for you to get back on your feet.

i wonder what it would be like to live your life seeing the absolute ugliest side of human beings. to witness the worst mankind is capable of. killing each other. war. poverty. indifference. i wonder what kind of person it takes to choose such a life.

my thoughts are coming at random and i’m finding it difficult to create any sort of cohesiveness in this entry.

these days i’m just so tired. physically, mentally, emotionally. i’m always thinking about something and i really just want to sit, just for a minute, and not think of anything. just sit there and enjoy the peace. i miss me when i wasn’t tired all the time. i feel like i’m sprinting down the fast lane to burn out.

i’d go mad without you

why i love grey’s anatomy

some congratulations

CONGRATS to jason, jeremy and eudardy for winning fly-by-night! bullshiting never looked so cinematic.

CONGRATS to ara for winning fly-by-night!  being a hero is that simple.

CONGRATS to naga. especially the boys who did us proud by getting into the finals. no blame as matt says go team!