really i’m not

contrary to popular belief, i’m not cynical. i just expect alot from people so i tend to get let down a lot.

my friends mean a lot to me, my family keeps me going.

i strongly believe in horoscopes but i only read them at the end of the day so my life isn’t governed by them.

i’m in love with love and a part of me thinks that movies can translate to real life. art imitates life and all.

i cry at movies when i think no one is watching and even though i’m 20 this year, i’m still scared of the dark.

i hate admitting that i’m wrong and rarely go back on my word.

i tend to cut my losses so i don’t deal with conflict and disappointment well.

in my ideal world, puppies and kittens don’t grow old, flowers don’t die and there’s a rainbow everyday. i’d wake up to a gorgeous sunrise every morning and it wouldn’t matter because the love of my life is lying next to me and the sunrise pales in comparision.

*cue music*

see? what did i tell you about me, movies and real life?

currently, i’m working. and working it out as i go along. right now i’m feeling like a very tired 19 year old who needs to either retire or go on a really long holiday. best advice so far: play the game, but don’t get involved.